slept through the night for the first time that I can remember... it felt so good to go to sleep when it was dark out and wake with the sun out...I don't even think I got up to go to the potty...
I was still so exhausted that I took a nap in the late morning...
Now it's 11:19... I am nervous about getting an epidural... I'm nervous about being in the operating room and seeing all of the nurses in full operating gear... I don't want to go back to the hospital... I just want to wake up one morning and have Baby Kate next to me... I don't want for her to leave my body... I think I'm a mess... I hate the thought that she will be here in 16 days or less... if we put off the scheduled C Section, we will have to pay our $4,000. insurance deductible in January as it starts over on 1-1-12...
Pat has offered to hold me... hopefully I can fall asleep in his arms...
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